A girl’s ONLINE confession… To her love ( Story by -Mithilesh Gupta )

A girl’s ONLINE confession…

To her love

Story by -Mithilesh Gupta

‘’Hi, Pooja ,, ;)  are you online???’

“Good evening, Pranav, yes I am’’

“What are you doing dear’’

‘’just had dinner.. What about you “

“I was waiting for you to come online :)’’

‘’oh really’’

‘Yes <3 ’’

‘’so….’’

 “Are you feeling sleepy dear??’

“nop. ‘’:)’

 ‘’so talk to me, why are you typing slowly? “’

“What….are not like that…nothing to say …”

“Since 10 days I am asking for your number dear :(‘’

‘’but why, ’’

“’Coz I want to talk to you, wants to listen your voice ‘’

‘’Ooh really,, are you flirting with me ‘’

“no., not like that,, we are friends on Facebook since  2 months ,, and wanted to be your offline friend too,, so that I don’t have to wait for you to come online  every day ,,”’

“ohh why you are waiting for me , to come online ‘’

“I like to be with you,, means I like your company to talk and spending time with you here ‘’

“ohh ,, but I am not feeling comfortable to share my number with you as I don’t know about you properly ‘’

‘’give me your number or I will give my number whenever you want just call me or text me anytime “

“Sorry,, Pranav ‘

“What’s wrong Pooja? “

“Nothing,, okay I have work ,, bye see you ‘’

“Are,, listen to me ,,, I like you yaar ,, trust me ,,, please ‘’

“What??”’

“Don’t be angry… but I like you “

,,,,,,,,,

“How can you like a girl without seeing her ‘’

“I don’t know,, even I am asking for your photo too , but you are avoiding me ,, why ? :( ”

“But I was asking how can you like a person without seeing her. “

“I mean, I haven’t seen you,, correct, but I like the way you talk, you are very nice person , I can see it while chatting with you, many things s I am sharing with you good or bad and always you are giving me good reply like a true friend. That’s I like it ’’

“Pranav you are mad, “’

“Yes I am mad in your love “

“What?? “

“Don’t block me please, please,,’’

“Why I will block you?’’

‘’I am sorry to say it, but you saw my photos on my wall, am I looking ugly or bad?,, why you don’t like me? ,, I didn’t saw you but I know ,, you are beautiful and if you are not it doesn’t matters to me, coz you are sweet person Pooja, Please give me your number or just feed my number ,, 98******02,”’

“Pranav this is too much, even I don’t know you and you are saying this nonsense things “

“Pooja , It’s not a nonsense thing, can I talk to you over on phone once please’’

“I don’t know, :(“

“Please Pooja,, I will be a good lover for you, give me a chance please, you saw me ,, you know about me ,,, even I don’t know many things about you ,, but I want to know , please send me SMS or give me a miss call. I will call you back,, I am a good person please trust me :( :( :(‘’

“Hey Pranav..what happened yaar, I am not going to give you my number, please don’t be sad. I know you are a good person “

“So why you don’t trust me ‘’

“I haven’t block you means I want you to be Facebook friend yaar’’

“Okay so block me, I will kill myself”

“What are you talking about,, what I said,, you love me I don’t.  what’s wrong in it ‘’

“You are not talking to me on phone,, why you are not trusting on me “

‘‘Ohh God! it’s not about a trust it’s about me, I am not feeling comfortable to share my number yaar ,Pranav why you are behaving like this, You are my Facebook friend and once I will feel like that we will talk, if not, still we will Facebook friend’s naa? “’

“ :( :(“

“:) ;) “

“Okay Pooja ,,, but still I love you <3 One day you will love me and we will be together, you told that you are in final year of your college after that we will plan to meet. Focus on your study then”

“Ohh God”

“:(”

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After 5 minutes later

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“So you are offline now,, :( “

Something loading, few moments later a photo came in the chat box.

“ohh is it you Pooja??”’

“What you think?”
‘’I know this beautiful girl is My pooja,, Thanks so much to share your pic’
‘’:)”

“Ab to mujhe aur jyada pyaar ho gya hai , I knew it you are beautiful and Cute like your talks, you are like my dream girl, I am so happy to see you“

“It’s my last year pic”

“ohh so ,, now you will be little fatty ,,,he he he ,, But you will be beautiful too, very good looking girl you are,, so would you like to be my girl, 
I am surprised now really,
You are so cute why you are hiding yourself, why not keeping your DP on Facebook yaar ”

“Will you marry me or just love me, sach bataana ‘’
 

“Off course I will marry my dear, Now can we talk on phone.. Please”

‘’but before that I need to confess one thing”

“A confession! oh what’s that,, go ahead “

“Pranav ,I don’t know how to tell you ?’’

“Please tell me yaar  “

“I am a bad girl pranav :(’’

“What are you saying please clear me pooja‘’

‘’Pranav.. Listen. One of my teacher is using me, means since 2 years he is sexually abusing me like sexually harassing me ,:( :( 


That fellow is my brother’s friend and he is coming my home to give me tuition. ,
 I didn’t said to anyone till now, coz I am very scared. 

I may be beautiful but that thing is my enemy :( ’’

“ :( ”

“Please sorry I should tell you before, I don’t know why I am telling you all this, but people who is around me I am not able to tell any one of them,
 don't know why, may be i can not confess it by see in their eyes“

“ :( :( :( ”

“ I am sorry,, Bye Pranav. I am trying to kill myself everyday but I  could not :( :(. That’s why I am not putting my pic on Facebook and I hardly going out to meet any one, so that's why i like Facebook coz nobody is here know me and i can talk to all my friends here nicely.  
I am bad,, Coz I cannot fight, I am a weak girl,. 
When I was child mom used to tell me, if you cannot fight for anything someone will come for you to fight with your evils” 

….10 minutes later…..

“Okay Pranav, Good night,, 
sorry to hurt you Take care L And  I cannot love you because I am not good for you or anyone  and cannot love to anyone as I hate myself …
you are smart you will find a good girl in your life. After this confession i am going to delete my Facebook Account.Forget me. Bye :( ”

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A Story by- Mithilesh Gupta